For Mum

On Mother's Day.

How do you repay 
Someone who gave up so much for you? 
Their childhood hopes and dreams 
Professional and non-professional goals

You can’t 
Well, if you can, I’m yet to learn how 
Because you’re no longer young;
Woman sacrificing for child

You’re adults, attempting to be friends. 
I struggle because when you’re finally old enough 
To even begin to acknowledge the sacrifices 
The distance between you both seems too far

So I will try and jam-pack my limited comprehension 
Of the Creator’s love for me
Into my hugs goodbye 
Into my messages telling you about my day

I hope you know 
The times I say I love you as I leave 
It isn’t just a substitute for goodbye 

It's a memory

Of dinner cooked nightly 
Of clean laundry; fresh sheets 
Of the stink of bleach;
a sparkling bathroom 
Of back scratches, homework help and drives to swim lessons

You aren’t defined by these actions 
Yet as an adult who can’t do for one 
What you did for five, 
I’m merely in awe 

Forever thankful

I love you. 

-S-2024